I am tired, I want to give up, I want this hurting in my heart to stop. I want to die, I have been hurting those around me for way to long. No one would care, no one would wonder why, I need to die to let all this pain and sorrow go.
If I had someone to love then maybe this wouldnt be so hard, but I am alone in this world.
With nothing but this dagger in my heart and a soul that wants to go on. Maybe I will finally face the fact that I am disabled, ugly, and fat. An nobody wants a loser like that.